Smile

Smile

I'll smile like everything's fine
I'll rejoice in your smallest successes
I'll teel you I'm fine as you catch me
crying alone in the bathroom stall
I'll tell myself it's just a small lie
That it won't matter in the end
I can't tell the truth
I must keep it hidden
My pain is my pain alone
I can't drag you in with me
I can't hurt you like I hurt
I just want you to be happy
Even if it is at my expense
As I watch myself die inside